if i was certain he'd never phone me again, i think it would hurt like hell for a few days but then i'd get over it. it's the fact that things are up in the air (yet again) that is bothering me.
why does he have to be such a child? and a hypocrite? he can make plans without me on the same day we've talked about doing something together but i can't?
perhaps this relationship has run its course. two "misunderstandings" in less than two months? that's two more than i would like and both were turned around on me and made my fault. if i were a stronger person, i'd end this RFN.
unfortunately for me, i'm not as strong as i like to pretend i am. i can talk the talk but when it comes down to it, i'm about as tough as jell-o. that's sitting outside. in the sun. under the sprinkler.
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