stupid thing

over a month ago, i confessed about this guy that i had met on my dating site and began chatting with. i think i mentioned that MGF admonished me for phoning this guy before he phoned me. i haven't heard from the guy since. remember i thought he was lying dead somewhere?

well, i was on my dating site earlier this week and who should be on at the same time as me but this guy - i don't even think i gave him a name. anyway, he's alive and well. no, i didn't talk to him. i haven't see him on MSN since i saw him on the dating site and today, i checked (yes, i checked) and he's deleted me from his MSN list.

i know it's a stupid thing to feel sad about but i am a little sad. if i take MGF's word, this guy never bothered calling me back because i was too accessible (too "easy" i think were his exact words) - i called him so why should he bother calling me, type-of-thing. no challenge. go figure.

i went for a medical test a week ago today and last friday, there was a message from my doctor's office. she wants me to come in to discuss the test results. that sounds good, eh? :) i see her tomorrow afternoon.

of course, i'm letting my imagination run wild with this one. she might just be updating me on the status of things or she might be telling me my situation has gotten worse (i could have told her that). she could prescribe a higher dose drug (which would suck because my moods are just fine, thanks very much) or it may be that surgery is the only way to go. in which case, i'll start looking for my dog now. har har.