he's out of my life

and i don't know whether to laugh or cry...

ok, so i won't sing the song. but today was my OC's last day at work. i stopped by his office on my way out, said my goodbye, good luck. i didn't bother suggesting exchanging numbers, as we know how much he uses mine, although he did say, "Baby Man has my digits and he says he's going to haul you into his office and you guys are going to call me every day."

i asked him if he was going to A's hallowe'en party tonight and he was vague. he wanted to take his god-daughter out trick or treating but wasn't sure what he was going to do afterwards. he asked me if i was going to and i said i hadn't decided but probably not. told him my cousin was in town and it was her last night here so i was going to see what her plans were first.

i told him to keep in touch - twice - and then i bid my farewell. i don't know if the saddness showed on my face but i guess it doesn't matter. he wouldn't have detected it anyway.

moving on.