limbo?

i phoned him last night and it went to voicemail. i phoned him this morning and his phone was off so i left a message. i phoned him again this afternoon and it was still off. no e-mails. nothing. what the F?

was what i did a big enough thing to break up over? i mean, seriously! admittedly, i should've just brought it up when he was talking about her. playfully shot him down, you know? but to ignore my phone calls and messages? he always has time to phone me. it's funny how he can go from absolute adoration to downright jerkiness. i always did hate that damn pedestal.

i imagined last night that he was at his ex-GF's for dinner (because he told me on friday that she invited him for the family thanksgiving dinner - WTF?). this morning when he didn't answer the phone, i imagined that he was still at her house: a) asleep after OD'ing on too much turkey; or b) asleep after OD'ing on too much make-up sex. what do you think, too much time on my hands?

my horoscope from astrology.com popped into my inbox while i was waiting for him to email me (i know i'm pathetic). it said: "Now that someone or something that was nothing but trouble and worry has officially moved out of your life, you may be privately worrying that the other shoe is about to drop. Well, stop that, because that's just not the case. While, at the moment, one never knows what the Universe may have up its sleeve, there's absolutely no doubt that it will be good -- if not immediately, then in the long run, for certain. There. Better?"

eerie, eh?