one more day

i don't know if i can make it. this morning, the cat sat on my chest and stomped her front paws back and forth until i woke up. i got up to feed her and then went back to bed. within minutes, she was back on the bed, mewing at me. i don't get cats.

i may just clean up and leave today, stopping by tomorrow at lunch maybe to make sure she's got enough food. makes sense - that way i don't have to worry about doing laundry when i get home tomorrow to make sure they have clean sheets when they get back. plus, i'm out of food anyway. :)

on a different note, i'm going to apply for a job at the law society. it took me that job posting to realize that i am not doing what i want to be doing. i'm not even slowly working towards what i want to do. i'm just not doing what i intended to do at all. i love the law firm i work at and my bosses and most of the people i work with but it's not the reason i became a paralegal. the law society posting is right up my alley - mostly legal research and giving opinions, interviewing witnesses, document management - it was like it was written for me. and posting closes on friday. i will phone them tomorrow to find out who to direct my application to (something i was taught in school!) and then i'll send it off. i am thinking about giving the boss the heads up but i don't want to jinx it. i have positive thoughts and if i don't get it, i'll be disappointed but at least i know now where my frustration in my job lies. how to fix it is another story.