back in town

yaletown, that is. i'm cat sitting for the next two weeks and have the luxury of walking to work everyday. i did it for the first time today and i quite enjoyed it (aside from getting rained on). i know i would've liked to have done it as a regular thing but i'm really looking forward to moving into my place. MY place. my PLACE. woo hooo!

a coffee date just cancelled on me via text message. i wasn't too happy about the method but then again, i've been guilty of cancelling by e-mail so i can't be too mad. i'm disappointed, though. on MSN, he's kind of manic. on the phone, he was rather subdued. don't know if he was just nervous or disappointed in the sound of my voice or he's just stupid but it's not looking too promising anymore.

the TV show that considering me for a reality-show date called me today after a few weeks of no contact. i'm going to meet them tomorrow after work. i don't know if i ever mentioned it in my previous blogs but there is this show that advertised for date makeovers so i went to the website and signed up. i put a picture too, which helped, apparently. well, the guy i talked to ended up counselling me (this was in December) about the stupid Boy and told me that i wasn't right for the show because i was "technically" not single. anyway, a few days later, he phones me again and asks if i would be interested in being a "date" to the makeover candidates. he also assures me that one of the reasons why they didn't pick me for a makeover is because i didn't need half as much work, date-wise, as the people they picked for the show! makes me feel a little better. but i'm still nervous about meeting the production guy. i mean, i sent them the picture that's on this blog. i hope they don't think i was grossly misrepresenting myself!

my Office Crush chose to sit beside me not once but twice at a going-away lunch for his secretary. i took it as promising but i'm not getting my hopes up! he wore a blue tie yesterday that (i'm not kidding you) made his already beautiful blue eyes look like pools of blue-colored water. soooooooo nice.

damn these seagulls.

back to my Office Crush. i know i should give up on him but it's just so easy to look at him. i learned today that he's been begging for candy at another girl's desk. she's a married woman but i wonder why he's not coming to me. it doesn't help that my desk mate likes to flirt with him. and he seems to enjoy it. i know i should give up. but i can't. not yet. or, i should just get it over with and ask him out. but i can't. not yet.

:)

gawd, i'm not feeling good about myself. i should not be meeting the TV guy tomorrow!