we are on a break

i don't know if that's what i really intended when i asked him to call me tonight, but that's what ended up happening.  we are calling it a break, but i know that means we're done.  i asked him to call me if he changed his mind, after some time had passed.  he called it ripping off the bandaid, but it's really just softening the blow of the inevitable.

i am numb.