in case you were keeping track

it is almost labour day, and Sam and I are still dating.  admittedly, up until about two weeks ago, i was still on high-alert and questioning whether he was going to continue to call me.  i no longer question that, but i still question whether he's seeing other people.  i know i could just ask, and i probably should (after three months - good lord), but i can't.  i know that's stupid.

in the meantime, i'm just going to continue to enjoy his company and spend time with him.  the future is there and it's not static.  if he's meant to be there, he'll find a way.